Monday, December 28, 2009


Robbed from Ciara's wonderful and much better than this blog here

(x) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(xxxxxxx) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
( ) Cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
(x) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

Super reek of Myspace off that shite. You know, actually, maybe after all the things that went wrong this year I could be coming out on top at the end of it. I've gotten to know some really incredible people this year mostly thanks to Dublin Hardcore and I've reconnected with a lot of old friends I never thought I'd see again.

Yeah, this year I lost possibly my two greatest friends. I guess 13 years of knowing someone really doesn't mean shit to some people but fuck it, that lad is not a part of my life anymore. I don't even 'wish him all the best' or 'hope he dies' I just don't give a fuck what the lad does, no longer a care of mine. The other was my fault entirely, even if I was in no state to change things at the time. Mental health for you.

To keep things positive. . . I really love my new friends, I love how much I've learned this year. I love how much about hardcore I've learned and fallen in love with. I love all the other music in my life. I love Sigur Ros.

I love my old friends Stevie and Scott. They are concrete and they always will be.

I love being a 'recovering alcoholic' and not a fucking idiot. I love not relying on grass to erase my thoughts.

I love Lar and Mac Kell.

I love the Duffy's, a lot.

I hate Maynooth.

I love Steve C and Anto and Jay and Franny and Barry and Ben and Damery and Smokey.

I love Moshspace, for all its failings I've made some amazing friends there.

I love Ciaran Nolan, the greystonians are the kings of the pixies.

I love Roger.

I miss Suzy and Dee. I will always miss Sarah but that's different.

I love Sean Reid and Hamo (and Katelyn and Fiona)

I love David Prendergast.

Contrary to my own belief I love my family. I want my little brother Jimmy to prove everyone wrong. Boss.

I love music. I love playing bass.

I miss Lango but fuck him.

I love Dock and Lefty and (even!) Rob.

I love Adam and Confey and Gary (Although I don't think he loves me)

I love Boyler and Shane (though I never get to see them anymore) and Col and Paige.

I love Mikey, lots.

I love tea. I love coffee.

I love vegetarianism.

I love the bands that mean something to me even if I hardly know anyone in them.

I love Forced Out, Famine, Frustration, The Blind and Crowd Control.

I love Drainland, Bacchus, Enemies, Friends, Two Tales Of Woe, Dyslucsic, Friend?, Melophobia, Pirates On Cat, Home Star Runner, The Shower Scene, Chewing On Fucking Tinfoil, In The Rain, YOUNG WOLVES, you know what I mean.

I love the lyrics to '2008' by Famine more than I love most things.

I love Clique.

I hate hating. I love loving.

I miss my dog Hugo (R.I.P)

I love my instruments.

I love knowing. I love not knowing.

I'm going to add to this later I'd say.

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